I don’t like sleep. I have trouble sleeping since.. I don’t know, couple years ago. Well, usually because I constantly have nightmares. Every second I close my eyes, it just rushed in and makes me gasping for air and afraid to close my eyes again. But not last night, it just… I don’t know, the sweetest dream I ever had .

There was you, in your white jacket (though I don’t remember that you had white jacket), and you resting your head to me,  then you say, “hey, I’m tired.”

You were so close,  I even can smell your scent again.. And funny though, we aren’t hugged at all, we just there, standing silently with your head resting on my shoulder. I don’t know why I didn’t pat your back or questioning how tired you were. But what I know is… that was the sweetest dream I ever had.