I’m sorry.

Sometimes life is just too much for people, and even though I hope you’ll never understand what I mean by that I do hope that one day you’ll be able to forgive me for this. You’re an amazing person who will do great things one day, I’m more sure of it than anything. Don’t let yourself become jaded just because the people around you stupid assholes, there’s really awesome people all over the place.

I love you so much, don’t ever forget that.

~ A letter, 2006

Yes, I’m still don’t understand that.

And yes, that’s the reason why I tried my best to smile and say hello to people.