Or so he asked. He looked at me and smiled, so soft. “You’ve changed a lot, right?” I played with my homemade marshmallow hot chocolate, our compulsory drink if we agreed to meet. He touch my hand and looked at my eyes, “So how does it feels now? It’s more than 6 months since you […]
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Marah
Aku pernah kehilangan kamu sekali. Aku tak ingin kehilangan kamu lagi. Maka jemariku akan meremas sisa-sisa asa yang bisa kuraih dari waktu yang ada. Tak kan kupaksakan segala rencana. Angkasa sudah memperkosaku dengan logika dan merajamku dengan tanya. Tapi potongan rasa dan kenangan ini yang melindungi, aku tak lagi merasa sedih terhantam perih, tak ada […]
Lifelong student
When I was young (ouch, this makes me sounds so old), I have been introduced with “self-actualization” term, the need to be good, to be fully alive and to find meaning in life. It was a long and harsh experience as a youth, from self loathing until the moment I realize that it was ego […]