Some people use different approach to their own thinking, some are challenge their hypothesis by keep asking question, some try to interpret stuff by forcing themselves to zoom in on the details and out to see big picture and connecting the dots. And some, like me, prefer to scanning environment and use scenario plannings to imagine various possibilities and anticipate the unexpected.

Well, everything was use for different goals also, some love to debate themselves, some love to have deeper understanding and recognizing patterns, some just need their ideas for calls to action.

Some people writing because blog is an open dialogue platforms for divergent points of view, and expecting what they expect in their comment box. Some, just want to share and have staged commitments with themselves by writing.

This actually is a random writing, I was planning to write other things, but always stopped with flickering question, “why should I write this?” Then I stop expand my little ideas and shut it off. You see, my kind of thinking are for calls to action. And it’s kind of backfiring, because every thinking should affecting the way I make decision, and that’s bad. If you always think that what you do now, or what you plan to do have no contribution at all and stop doing it, then you close yourself from process of learning. Discussion. New insights.

What I plan to write, originally, is my conversations with my master last night, about “normal” emotions. We have lots and lots of conversation that to me is intriguing. People say, we are aliens in form of humans. Worst part, we both know how the way others think, sometimes our conversation is just like seeking for justification and approval, we became bias and sometimes I think I have the urge to share our conclusion.

But, it always stopped with “why should I write this?”. I write too many times about my master, and makes me afraid that it’s kind of bragging our “weird” relationship. Which, if I think again, what is wrong with bragging my relationship with him? Not everyone is so lucky like us, to have partner in discussing everything.

I don’t know, what do you think now, self?

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