Purple Haze

Purple Haze was in my brain,
lately things don’t seem the same,
actin’ funny but I don’t know why
‘scuse me while I kiss the sky.

Despite having been at it for over an hour, I can’t concentrate on my report. Staring blankly down at my page, which has barely anything written on it but a few doodles down on the margin, I sigh. Why? I think, glaring at some empty cubicles in the office. Why does everything have to be ruined? Why can’t we just be friends, like we have been for so many damn years already?

Purple Haze all around,
don’t know if I’m coming up or down.
Am I happy or in misery?
Whatever it is, that girl put a spell on me.

I swallow hard, taking sip of my chamomile tea, your chamomile tea actually, wishing I could erase what happened some days ago. I just want things to go back to normal again. I feel tears build up in my eyes, but I blink them away. I just feel so confused, and then anger creeps up on me. There’s also the hurt, which is undeniable. A frustrated growl escapes me as I pick up my phone and keep press refresh on all of your social media pages. The fact that I don’t step back is what I hate the most. I doubt I could though, even if I wanted to-and I do.. but I don’t.

Purple Haze was in my eyes,
don’t know if it’s day or night,
you’ve got me blowing, blowing my mind
is it tomorrow or just the end of time?

There’s something about you that keeps me wanting more. I can’t deny that the thought of you keeps me warm inside, or to be honest, I only think of you. It just I hate this roller coaster of emotion, a foolish, unreasoning, extravagant passion for you. My hearts beats wildly as another notification came from my phone, from you of course. I can’t bring myself to form of words, even my thoughts are a mess. Then I can’t controlled my hand, typing “I like you” to you. Damn! I huff out a breath, my fingers are frozen and my cheeks are getting the worse of hot. And I know what your “:)” reply means.


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